Opening up.

Opening up is one of the hardest thing I'll ever do as long as I live. You know when you meet that one guy? The football player, the jock. The one you label right away as a jerk? The one you detest because you don't really know them. The one who you usually don't take the time to get to know, because you think he's just another typical guy? I do. And for me, that's all just a metaphor. If you don't know what I'm talking about: His name is Brady. He's a werewolf. I labeled him off before I got to know him. And boy, was I completely wrong about him.

So, I was walking down my street today, not really going anywhere. Just trying to blow off some steam, ya know? I mean, after what Jared said to me, I had a right to be pretty pissed off. And I was. Anyways, back to my story. I was walking down the road and Brady was sitting out on his porch. I didn't know he lived near me, so I was surprised. He came over and he started talking to me. I was so badly in need of someone to talk to that I completely forgot that I didn't really like the guy. I spilled my guts to him. He was comforting. He told me about himself. His dad died when he was younger, and he has been supporting his mother since he could walk. I never would have guessed that about him. He just doesn't seem like that kind of guy at first glance.

We went to the beach, talked there for a little while. I told him about my parents (I miss you, mom and dad. Always.) He comforted me. Told me everything was going to be okay. And for once, I believed someone. Everything would be okay. Now that I was with him. Which was weird, 'cause I never felt like that at all with a guy before. Next thing I knew, we where kissing. And man, can he kiss. Must be another wolf thing.

Brady froze then, about 10 seconds into the kiss. So I turned around and I see that girl, Lily, or whatever her name was. She seemed nice enough before, I called her over to come sit with us but for some reason she pretended not to hear me. I got up and went over to her and she started talking all this shit to me, I wasn't just going to sit there and take it, naturally I fought back. Some of my comebacks were pretty below the belt, but that doesn't matter. The girl pulled a knife on me! She didn't have a chance to use it though, because Brady stepped in between us. But she did get a punch in. Then I hear that Brady said he loved this Lily girl. She said that Jared told her that he said that. That hurt a lot, but we worked it out later on.

I think that Brady and I's relationship could work. As long as it's completely based on honesty and integrity. And what with wolves not being able to keep secrets, that shouldn't be a problem. Should it?